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A Journey of Resilience and Creativity
Tania Saleh, a prominent figure in Lebanon’s indie music scene, has always been known for her resistance against constraints—both creative and emotional. Over the course of her three-decade-long career, she has crafted politically charged and socially conscious songs that mirror the complexities of her homeland. Her work is a reflection of the vibrant yet fractured landscape of Lebanon.
In 2022, Saleh made the difficult decision to leave Beirut, a choice that came with its own weight. The act of packing her belongings was not just a physical task but an emotional one. She realized that she could not take her home with her—her books, paintings, family photos, and even her sofa and bed were left behind. Instead, she packed only a few essentials: a collection of Joni Mitchell CDs, some books, a few photos of her children, simple dresses, and shoes. She closed the door behind her, leaving everything else behind.
Saleh now resides in Paris, where she continues her work as a singer and visual artist. Her relocation was prompted by a series of unfortunate events, including the 2019 uprising, Lebanon’s economic collapse, the Beirut port explosion, and the lack of reliable electricity and internet. When her two sons left to study abroad—one in Manchester and the other in Paris—she realized she could no longer stay alone in Lebanon.
“I couldn’t have lived away from my boys,” she says. “So I put all my energy into joining them in Europe. I didn’t even know I’d end up in Paris. I applied for this special talent visa, they accepted it, and I arrived.”
Fragile: A New Chapter
Saleh’s new album, Fragile, is a response to her life-changing move and a record of its aftermath. While she has long been known for blending lyricism with social critique, Fragile marks a shift inward. The songs feel like private journal entries, stripped of overt commentary and marked instead by introspection and allegory.
“I love Paris, and it’s a very good place for an artist to be, but I always feel like something is missing since I left Lebanon,” she says. “The warmth of the people, the weather, the details of daily life in Lebanon—I miss them all. And the moment I don’t have anything to do, the emotions creep in and eat me from the inside. That’s why I run to creativity. To avoid the news. To avoid reality. To keep going.”
When that refuge doesn’t work, she admits, “Oh, then I will cry my heart out. Which is not a very common thing to happen to me.”
A Subtle Commentary
There is no grand gesture in Fragile, no sweeping statement about the state of Lebanon or the Arab world. Instead, the album’s most powerful commentary lies in its restraint. Saleh worked closely with Norwegian pianist and composer Ornulf Sigernes Kristiansen to craft a soundscape that feels stark and weightless.
One of the standout tracks, Inta Mashi (You Are Nothing), crystallized during her daily metro commutes in Paris. As she observed the disconnection between strangers, she composed a song that reflects both a sullen observation and an internal monologue. The lyrics speak of being nothing, yet the track ends with a powerful reclaiming of self: “One life within, another one abroad. They’re in your heart and you in theirs. You know if you ask them, they’ll say. You are everything.”
Reflections on Isolation and Belonging
Saleh notes that the lyrical structure often reflects the pep talks she would give herself when the sense of isolation creeps in. “When I thought of my loved ones, of the people who care about me and whom I care for, I thought maybe that’s where I become important,” she says. “That’s the only place where I matter.”
The album’s title emerged from a minor but evocative observation. “My suitcases sometimes have a sticker that reads ‘fragile,’ and it made me realize it was more than just my belongings. It was also about my voice. I’m used to being critical, to speaking out. But now, I find myself silenced. Not because anyone told me to be quiet, but because I don’t feel like I have the right to criticize this country that welcomed me. So I shut up. And that silence was hard.”
Artistic Exploration and Emotional Processing
Marajeeh (Swings) is less about the changing fortunes of relationships and more about the sense of being suspended above daily pressures. In Matrah (territory), a conversation with birds, fish, and trees becomes an allegory for belonging. “They have a place in the world where many of us humans don’t,” she says. “And yet, somehow, that conversation with them gave me comfort. Like maybe there’s still something to learn from creatures that don’t question their presence.”
What surprised Saleh most was how much painting, a form of creative therapy, became part of the album-making process. “I took that as a concept for the album, both visual and lyrical and musical,” she says. “I started drawing paintings and working on a series of people living in their suitcases. Because it’s not only me; I look around me and see almost everybody living in a small apartment, maybe one room, cramming themselves in. So I tried to translate that into paintings, in a visual storytelling kind of way.”
These paintings will be turned into postcards and shared during her coming concert in Beirut on July 30, her first show back since leaving.
A Return to Roots
What will it mean for her to return, even briefly? “I’m not sure how it will feel,” she says. “But I know I want to show what I’ve made. And maybe offer a bit of beauty back into the hell we’re all navigating.”
The deeper question, though, isn’t just how to keep creating in exile—but what it costs to create from that place. “I don’t see any artist I know and admire not doing the same,” she says. “Sadness is inspiring unfortunately. But the fuel for everything I do is love and my love tank is always full.”
Saleh has sought therapy in the past but found greater comfort in personal forms of emotional processing—writing, drawing, composing—all stemming from the act of making something that feels honest.
“It is easy to get into the heady rush of technology and using AI tools. I wanted to return to the essence of creating, the kind of expression that comes from the hand, not the machine,” she says. “Maybe that’s why this album feels different. Because it’s not trying to explain anything. It’s just me with my suitcase. Trying to keep going—emotionally, artistically, mentally.”